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This morning we had a little staff meeting at work and they brought in coffee and bagels. I had already devoured a bagel with cream cheese and strawberry jam from home so I didn't have a bagel only I grabbed a coffee. Not even a coffee...I grabbed about 1/4 of a cup of coffee and filled the cup with cream and sugar. I took a sip and was immediately reprimanded by one of my bosses for drinking coffee.I probably had four sips out of the cup all morning and poured the cup out. It just got me wondering...who am I now?
I went from myself to bride in training to mom in two short years and suddenly I find myself in a whole new world with new rules and new fears and somewhere along the way this is the person I have grown into.
Every night I look at myself and barely recognize my body and it hits me...my life is changing faster than it ever has. Everyone has their opinions and their ideas only I am the only one (along with my hubby) who can really decide what our little one's life will start out as.
For now I am trying the best I know how...even if sips of coffee gets me through the day and someone has an issue with it. I am proud of myself even if the world doesn't agree with everything I do. I think I know what I am doing...at least I know I am figuring it out as I go.
3 comments on "Still Me Just Different"
I think you have the right attitude. The world is full of opinions and at the end of the day, it is about the 3 of you. It's not like you were knocking back a jack and coke...sheesh. Hang in there. When the going gets tough, the tough get going - old saying, but I think it has a lot of truth to it.
Bah! Don't let people make you feel bad. Stay strong.
We're proud of you too. :)
Do what you want - it's your life and honestly some coffee or tea isn't that bad.
*hugs*
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